Oh the throws of the Christian Walk. Yesterday was not a good day. Feeling my heart hardened, and my care going down. Not loving Elise well, not leading bible study well, not working well. What is going on?
I’m left in the state, I want to do more, but what is God calling me to. I resort to the above mentioned tasks.
Raise support, support and love Elise, study the Word.
Isn’t that enough? Won’t God provide? Have I not been here before? Yes.
Faith. Holy spirit will you manufacture faith in me. Father I am solely dependant on you. I am running out of names, I don’t have an appointment this week. Oh Lord, you are sovereign. I just lift up this process to you. I am trusting you, you alone.
God put George Mueller’s Biography back in my hands this week and it has been a tremendous help. What a picture of God’s provision. I want to trust as he trusts, and the truth is I can.
Father I ask for the Faith that he had, I trust in the provision with which you provided him. I ask for clarity in my mission, and ministry.
Lord help me. Help me help Elise, help me help others. Jesus send your spirit to be my helper, in time of need.
I am in spiritual need. I need you. I trust you. I love you.